week 12

this week started distastrous for me, i was supposed to attend the class on time according to my plan, on monday i went to service my car, and suppose to take the bus to uni and plan to make it to class on time, but i accidently took the bus the wrong way, by the time i realised i was at Dangenong, so i had to take the bus back to southland then take the same bus but the correct direction, but to no surprise the stupid buses took forever to came, so i was really upset and decided to go back to the car service station to wait for the car, this is probably one reason i hate taking the stupid public transport. But i managed to make to the meeting on time on tuesday which was good.
This week has been very stressful, having so much assignment due at the end of the week, plus studying for the exam which is only 2 weeks away, i'm determined to do well on all my exams, which is something i havn't done for a few years now, but the most concerning thing was with my chinese teacher, who thought just because i can speak the language i can also write it really well, but they never knew i'm only a primary school standard in reading and writing, when i left china i was only grade five, after all of those years, i predict my level of reading and writing chinese has sunk to grade 2-3, which is embarrassing to mention, but to her aware its a disgrace the way she treated my essays and making comments that i thought was really disrespectful to me, it really hurt my feelings lol.
the end of the semester is fast approaching we are only days away now, to review the time spend with the IE guys has been great, its a good experience and previlage to know all the group members.

week11

Last week i missed out on winning the blog of week, which was depressing, i wonder what is required to actually win it, one option i was thinking about is copy some winner's blog, but just wasn't sure whether there is plagiarism to copyin blogs or not. anyway jokes are over. this week wasn't the bussiest i have encountered, assignments are disappearing slowly as days go pass, which is handy especially when exams are around the corner. With our IE group everything is going well, i missed the monday meeting with the client due to some personal reasons, but from the feedback of the team members it was worth missing out on, i heard our client who was a real pain in the ass when it comes to keeping them happy, from what i heard they've got no idea of what they want them selves.
this week is FA cup final, and my favorite team cardif is actually in it, once in a life time opportunity to watch them actaully win something, can't wait for the match.

week10

For some reason last week's post wasn't posted, its weird, maybe my internet was capped, but i'm keeping a record here, this is the third time i'm writing this week's blog, and hopefully it will be up. anyway, the stress has finally coming to me, i'm struggling to finish some of my assignments, especialli the archive subject, i always ask myself why did i even chose that subject, its for people who wanted to be a boring librarian, and everyday spend 10hrs facing the books and organise them and put them in different categories, why why why, i hate books ill fall asleep when i see the books, maybe that was the reason why i was struggling to finish the assignment, i kept on falling asleep when i start reading it.
This week had only two days that i was actually doing something, monday and tuesday, as usual the IE meeting, we only concentrated on the functional analysis and tried to finish off which we did. it was abit difficult during the process, because it involved alot of discussion between the group members, there was ideas flying around, and i was the documentor, so i was actually recording all of the ideas down on the laptop, but having said that everyone was putting ideas to me, but i was actually having questions marks flying around my head, saying to myself who should i listen to when everyone is talking at once, after 20minutes i was finally lost, i was confused, i had no idea what is going on around me, only things i could've seen was words flying around my head and i hope i could've used my hand to catch some and put in my head, and be decisive somehow.
But at then end i had something on so i had to leave just before the meeting was bout to end, finally ben took over i was relieved, but still i was seeing stars as i walked out of the building, oh well this is me getting confused all the time.
there aren't many weeks left in this semester, exams are getting sooner and sooner, my heart rate and blood pressure is increasing day by day, everyday im wondering whether i can reach the exam date, may be that's what is called pressure, never experienced in all the years i was at uni, its frustrating, at the moment i just want to hide in a hole and start my winter.